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Ehm....
Eeerrr....
Well....
Okay.
I am married.
There, I said it.
And the truth is, I am
very happy with that. It is actually kind of a surprise for me too. Well, you
know how my perception towards marriage is. But it all changes when I met him.
This might sounds cheesy,
but he really is the perfect man for me. I couldn’t find anyone else better
suited me and my way of life than him. Truthfully, we were also can’t believe
it at first, of how much we are so perfect for each other. How good our little
life together is. That’s when we decided to get married.
And oh how it brings pain
and headache. I am gonna tell you the truth : I hate preparing wedding! It was
all just a big fucking headache, with a lot of planning, choosing, and
deciding. Hellooo...deciding to get married is already a big thing for me, and
you are asking me to decide a lot more? Well, not that I have decision issues,
but I mean, I am not that kind of girl who always have a dream wedding since
they were little. I was like, yeah whatever, as long as I am married to the man
I love, whom I choose by myself and I wasn’t pressured by anyone to marry him.
And if I can decide
anything about my wedding other than the guy I am marrying, I want a small
wedding with families and close friends only. But since my parents were TOTALLY
against it *roll-eyes*, the more
reason not to care so much of my own wedding.
And then we got married.
I am gonna spare you all
the gory details of our wedding. In sum, it was scary. No...no...no...not that
we were scared about spending the rest of our life together. It was the amount
of attention given to us. How they are going to see everything we do, hear
everything we were saying. And I was just scared that I am not gonna give a
good performance. What if I ruin this? What if I can’t remember the vow? What
if I sneeze too much? What if I cried like a sick fuck? Well, that sort of
stuff.
Anyway, its been a month
now that we are married. Honestly, not much has change since. We were kinda
already living like this since a year ago. The only difference is not we got to
really doing all the future plans we made. And that is exciting.
But ever since we got
married, I often find myself deep-staring at my husband with an astonished
feeling. I still can’t believe how lucky I am to have someone like him. He’s
everything I need in a man. I love everything about him.
I love the way he smile at me. I love the way he always make crazy face and voice. I love how he always
listen to me, and actually considering my opinions that I gave him. I love that
he understand me, and always supporting my every plans. I love that I
can share everything with him, knowing that we can discuss everything and find
a way out for every problem. I love that we always talk. I love that we make
future plans, and actually pouring every effort we have to reach that goal. I
love the way he make love to me. I love that he is crazily in love with me,
like I am to him.
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Yes, I have a perfect
life with a perfect husband. Sounds like fairy tale now. I never expect life can be this good. Sometimes we
even think that this is too good to be true. That later some horrible thing
will come our way and ruin everything, which require us to work our ass off to
solve every problem we have in order to stay together.
Well, I think we need to
relax and just enjoy what we have now. Worry later!
